I’ve Wasted my life Living to die Burdened by hate That you spit at me And I am spitting back now Sleepless as I go insane And when sleep comes Vivid I dream Of watching you... Die Watching you... Die Watching you Heart racing Head pounding I lock the wheel White knuckle Point blank At center mass You Are more lost than me What did you think The slate would be clean And I’ll forget You can take these scars back now Ten years of concealed rage Tears and disdain Words pull the pin As I Detonate Detonate My vengeance is coming Heart racing Head pounding I lock the wheel White knuckle Point blank At center mass This damage Defines me I can’t make it go away Forever Remembered Is this painful elegy I’m an exploding napalm god Blowing the top off of this cage An Immolation You can’t stop This holocaust today No empathy rising My soul is dying You’ll know my pain now You feel it You feel it No empathy rising My soul is dying You’ll know my pain now You feel it You feel it Insane Unstable Unable No conscience No problems No regrets Insane Unstable Unable No conscience No problems No regrets I’ve Wasted my life Living to die Burdened by hate That you spit at me And I am spitting back now Thought this would silence my rage But only inflames Only inflames Eternal my hate Eternal my hate Heart racing Head pounding I lock the wheel White knuckle Point blank At center mass This damage defines me I can’t make it go away Hope is just Denial My hate springs eternally |