Help me Cause I cannot help myself My anger grows I can’t control So many times Pushed past that line You stood so close I suffocate Made me so mad That I couldn’t Walk away I want To kill Everything I see You brought Out the Monster In me So fast you brought about the death of sanity A love born of hate and fear and pain and possibly You showed me to use the sacrament of suffering I had nothing left to give but you just kept on taking So long Trying to get home Trying to fill Impersonal black hole Black outs that I Cannot control The madness brews And overflows Jealousy was the only thing That ever really made you feel secure You took The will Right out Of me You took My pride Away From me I stand alone and what the fuck is wrong with you Tears, apologies cannot fix what we have been through I’ve got nothing in me but the emptiness is right And I know, the more I learn about myself the less I like I I lived my life around you For so fucking long I forgot who I was But now I’m finally I I lived my life around you For so fucking long I became you too But now I’m finally I